A realisation
In a life changing conversation, our community partners gave me the gift of honesty. I wish to share this gift so others may be more considerate than I had been.
As we grew from a once-a-fortnight activity to a multiple-times-a-week operation, our Orang Asli partners found themselves burning out. Our pool of hosts were small at the time, so we relied on a few key individuals to deliver our programmes–-most of whom also had part-time or full-time work elsewhere.
They began needing to choose between earning an additional income or attending to personal life events. To paraphrase one of them: “I need time to live my life too. If not, what good is an income?” They valued free time and they felt it was not worth trading away more of it than needed.
One might then wonder: “Why didn’t they just leave their other jobs and work with you full-time? They could earn the same amount of money in a quarter of the time, while building assets they could own.” I asked the same question.
Given the turbulence that comes with living on the margins, stability is a precious thing. They valued a smaller but steadier daily income, over our offering of a larger payday that came with uncertainty. They wanted to feel safe and we were perceived as a risk.
Growth is not always empowering
Our very first community partner found himself thrust into leadership as our venture quickly gained traction and more people became involved. This meant he was looked to by the community as a mediator and protector of their interests when working with us. This weighed heavily on him and reshaped his relationships within the community in ways he did not like. He shared that doing business with me had also affected our friendship, and he felt the day would come where he had to disappoint either me or his community. He valued peace, and no longer wished to be a figurehead in the community even if it meant more power or reward. The cost of participation had become too high.
Lastly, I learned that purpose and intimacy are difficult to scale.
With our early groups, our Orang Asli partners enjoyed genuine interactions with guests and found it a refreshing change in dynamics where outsiders were curious about their culture. They felt in control of the narrative and found deeper meaning in the work.
This was the natural state when we had small groups with no agendas and flexible tour itineraries that depended on the circumstances of the day. As we took on more complex clientele with bigger headcounts and stricter requirements, our community partners began to feel constrained. The relationships felt transactional, and the narratives became standardised for the sake of efficiency and consistency of experience for our customers.
We had painted them this picture of a greater livelihood fuelled by meaningful work. However, our early community partners felt we had lost the plot as we emphasised their earnings as the singular metric of success.
This had the side effect of changing the type of community partner we attracted. Where our initial partners embodied a spirit of helping their community thrive, the late joiners were more mercenary–-they negotiated every cent, and were more hostile to the idea of shared prosperity. Eventually, the division in the values of the early and later groups led to the dissolution of our team.